bitch boy's bible™

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Tears, idle tears,
I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn fields,
And thinking, thinking of the days that are no more.

Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns,
The earliest pipe of half awakened birds to dying ears,
When unto dying eyes
The casement slowly grows a glimm'ring square;
So sad, so strange the days that are no more.

Dear as remember'd kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others;
Deep as love, deep as first love,
And wild with all regret:
Wild with all regret;
Oh Death in Life, oh Death in Life,
The days that are no more!
Oh Death in Life,
The days that are no more!

Alfred Lord Tennyson

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

today is a good happy day!!!whee. haha cos there was rain! oh how i love the rain! ok anyway lessons ended early cos mr harris wasn't here and so i'm like home super early, like once in a blue moon. ok wait erm i mean a veryveryvery BLUE moon. whahahaha. ok anyway i'm like super high now. hahahha. oh my and i'm totally psyched about tonight !!!!! PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, HERE I COME! and i am so dead for econs test which i havent exactly studied for and considering that tml is choiring day i can so kiss my studying time goodbye. whatever, there are better things in life to look forward to like music! omg phantom. gasps convulses faints and dies! i think i am so totally going to scream when the chandelier falls, or maybe gasp a little to add a lil' dramatic effect. hahahahhaha.

anyway on a side note. i'm really really happy that cat high choir got gold with honours for syf! omg i'm so proud of you guys. if any of you happen to read this. omg it was a job well done. when i was sitting down there i felt so proud of you! way to go!

this good boy here has his econs notes to tend to now :)

Friday, April 20, 2007

constant inconstancies.
absolutely oxymoronic.

you had my hopes up. but not for long.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

i hate myself.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

i just want to go down the deep end.