Friday, May 26, 2006
yes today is the last day of school!!!!haha and i didn't go cos its gonna be full day anyway. smart me! yes anyway watched xmen yesterday.omg its damn cool! storm rocks ok. i wish i could be like storm or sumthing and control weather so we NEVER need to take pe lessons ever again. or maybe jean gray, can read people's minds and find out all the gossip! oh ok wadeva. i m just crazy and super high now cos i m going out shopping later! roar! wahahaha. yep and watching majestia too.
yes and sops jts on saturday!!!so broke. i forsee a future dip in my fortunes.sob. ya and then after that i am going to watch pride and prejudice with my parents. yep but these r just nice precursors to the evilevil shitshit horrid and revoltingly nasty holidays! cos everyone has to mug. i hate mugging ergh. stupid i wanna go out everyday! crap la. and another thing i m so uber behind in my math too. i can just die.oh and there's like multitudes of tuition!woe betide me! goodbye evil world. after hr congress on tues,mugging officially begins.
sigh.save me.
and special moments is stuck in my head.yup and it made me think about a lot of things. i love you guys! byebye. tis time for my daily ablutions before i hit town! lalalalala~whee.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
heyhey. its yet another early-in-the-morning post.haha yes. later got choir at siglap!i can't wait to go. i m suffering from post-sov blues and miss all the sops! yes i do. lalalalala. ok anyway went down to support a match of a certain sport yesterday at a mysterious unchartered location in singapore. the most fabulous school versus ahemahem school that resides in the part of singapore where i live. i m writing this in secret code cos i don't want to get sued. anyway no.4 from a certain team was so bunged up and butched up. seriously. if she didn't shave her armpit hair IT 'd be banned from court cos one look u would've tot she was a guy. anyway it was totally violent and played damn dirty. like so dirty its like all the pollution in the world taken exponentially.oops and certain people should grow eyes too seriously. can't even see who cheated and played rough. damn u bitch! i seriously screamed my entire lungs out ok. i actually felt exhausted and people around me were like in a state of semi-deafness. freak u idiots. anyway the girls of THE MOST FABULOUS SCH put up a damn good fight.yes and i'm so proud of u guys.THE MOST FABULOUS SCHOOL ROCKS! urgh and pls remember 4 is for WHORE(yes it rhymes.take that bitch!)
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i love vjchoir!!!!!every single one of you!!!! no is an island. woohoo. yea we rock!
omg sov was so damn good la. the music was just so beautiful.it was just so intoxicating. during binnamma i think so many of us were so transfixed by the music that we just kept staring at mr kwei when he was conducting. its not just visual but its more of mental la. its like many of us were so afraid that we will look at him and forget our moves la. (nicholas forgot.haha)yep confite and binamma was just mind blowing!!! yay! oh and mr kwei actually nodded and said good when we finished ad dominum.haha damn happy. during noman i just felt like crying. its like so emotionally charged la. so many generations of victorians on stage, all bounded by their love and passion for choir and singing.suddenly i just wish all of us could just relive the italy and sov moments again. i miss the sops!!!and now its like i miss choir already.i just want to sing and sing forever.lalalalala. ok i'm mad. and i m so happy that we sang pamugun. so sad, i screamed for the last time yesterday.
on another note, thank you everyone who gave me their little cards and presents! love you guys lots. big hugs to everysingle sop yr2, jamie&yvonne,jiejun,lydia&elroy,06A13!
vjchoir.nomanisanisland
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
screams! its 2am now and i really can't sleep. stupid la. came back super tired and then finished the gp application question haphazardly and then just went to sleep. ok so i slept at 10 plus and then the fantabulous thing is i wake up feeling totally wide awake at 1247! oh my how am i going to get enough sleep! i am turning nocturnal i swear. but the funny thing is i won't feel sleepy at all tml. weird huh. haha maybe cos i'm too troubled to sleep):
sov practices r really hectic now! but hey i'm not complaining cos i want us to do well! finally finished learning the choreo yesterday. had lots of fun laughing and imagining all the spastic moves with peri en and spying on couples dancing lol. madness. oh and to those people who haven't bought sov tickets...shame on you! go buy now. and i mean now. turn off yr com this instant and rush down to the nearest sistic outlet. do that and i swear i will love you to bits! buy more ok? and ask all yr frens to come too.
and i have no life now cos i just got shoved a stupid shitload of essays. lit alone got 2. plus have to do lit presentation. chinese compo. neverending math tutorials...and the list goes on. rawr. i have no time to go out!sigh never mind.
sometimes we can't find words to express our feelings, especially to those we love the best.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
today had me thinking a great deal about everything. about my life, frens and everything.
sometimes i wish i could just stop growing up. i want to go back to secondary sch. at least i felt safe, ensconsed in the familiarity of my old classmates, all my choir frens, my teachers. jc life is just so fast paced and super traumatising. its like watching a fast forwarded film with all the loud jumbled up noises. i don't know what will be at the end of these two years. suddenly i'm wondering whether it was worth it to come to vj in the first place. i want time to turn back. i want the past.
suddenly i'm in 4-7 again. i remember painting the tiles as a class. i remember bitching and "abusing" et in class with rayston.i remember the bridging sessions. i remember the boring chem lessons. the absolute dreary physics lessons. the ever lame assembly programmes. i remember the walk down 5 storeys to the canteen. i remember the feeling of walking down the long snaking corridors again. i remember what it was like to wear green shorts.
choir. i remember the frenships formed, broken, lost and found again. my bestest frens in my whole life. people whom i know i can depend upon.altho we barely even talk now...i want u guys to know that i have not forgotten any of you. you have made it 4 happy years for me. i know i can depend on u.i remember prague.that magical moment.i remember the seemingly endless and tiring practices, the effort put in, the tears shed. i hope one day cat high choir can relive that glory.my juniors if u ever read this.make my wish come true. i remember too how we used to go out after choir in groups, to watch movies and eat.i remember that day we bid farewell at the last esplanade concert, the last tears shed before the final curtain call. the last song. the last song as cat high choir.that night i talked to you till three. i will never forget.you,my best friend.for all those specialmoments. those times that we recall.
today i rush out for pw meeting. voice lesson cancelled.next sov shopping with peien and jo.this is my busy life now. i have lots to do.study for test, catch up on all the math tutorials and reading.
today too, i sat in an ice cream parlour. with my best frens again. friendships are rebuilt.
on the way home, you ask me why vj has no pool. i didn't know what to say. but i know what it meant. i'm afraid. i'm scared. i want u to be my best fren through every stage of my life. pls try. for my sake pls. don't let our friendship die. i'm afriad that one day when i call you, you'll be busy with yr other friends. water polo? why not choir? has the passion died.will we see each other less and less? i don't know really. i want to be able to talk to you everyday like last time.haha. i dont know if you even read this. u mean the world to me.really.
friendsforever. <3