Friday, January 26, 2007
kenny is such a fucking hypocrite. seriously. i'm going to be a utter bitch to people i absolutely hate. well of course it'll be well crafted and hidden behind nice reassuring smiles. don't worry you'll never know. i might be hating you this instant. go stuff yr hollow head now. you are a slut! stop pretending to be so nice and goody and cutesy when you are absolutely not and in actual fact the spring of your face is the engend'ring of toads. since you are hypocritical to so many people don't blame me for being a bigger bitch.if you think you fit into the above descrpition, come tell me and i'll swear into your face. effing lusty widow.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
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this is so funny. i like how i die screaming and in an art musuem. so true.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
the year has just started and i'm already up to my neck in homework, readings, essays and such. gosh. busy year ahead. sigh there's going to be choir also. not that i'm complaining cause you get to sing nice songs like o magnum mysterium. omg i can just die singing that song ok cos its like uber super ultimately nice. choir is really really different now without the year twos. i miss all of them terribly especially the sops. omg just like on monday i was telling isa how weird it was without them and then i was on the verge of crying again. not that i didnt bawl my eyes out at farewell haha but i guess i just miss them soooo much. oh and i saw marie at kc bustop today cos i was passing by on 55. haha and we communicated through sign language. hahaha. like i told her i was going to voice lesson and then i ended off with "she suppleness"!!!!! haha no link.yeap anyway srry to be bitchy but me and isa were laughing like mad during choir cos there's something amusing(DUH!) ok so if YOU want to know ask me secretly and i shall divulge thy secrets to you. ok anyway i'm really glad that my class got really good teachers like sayers and james ho. omg i feel safe and in good hands. like finally!!!! i've understood and learnt something in lit! like major wow-ness! transport me to lit nirvana please. thank you very much. i was a student embalmed in the fog of ignorance. oops lol. ok so now i'm off to do my freakin maths tutorial. urgh.And I'll do what's right;
Just give me till then
To give up this fight.
And I will give up this fight.
i can't stay sad forever because of you.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. today i dunno but on the way back home from voice lesson i was so pissed. seriously. like i was on the verge of exploding. i need to like stop letting my feelings and people take control of me and my sanity. thank you very much. bleagh. this sucks. i don't even know what i'm feeling.Thursday, January 04, 2007
i'm still trying to forget. over and out.Monday, January 01, 2007
ok the party over at dawn's house was a blast. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUT! ok so at like 12 midnight we opened up the windows and started singing joy to the world and waving to random blurry eyed people who came to their windows ahaha. and then it was the night walk which we planned for yut. i ended up getting scared instead. sheesh. ok and then we tlaked until 5 or 6 in a huge circle about our new year resolutions and stuff and first impressions. later the sleepy people went to sleep and left me zha wanting may dawn(semi concious) and jialing and charlotte the XXXXXXXXXXXXX pornstar, and we continued talking. this was when the official bitching began omg. hahaha. i finally went to sleep fr like 20 mins at like 8 and then woke up and bitched again. then fell asleep at like 10 and woke up at 11 to go home. super tired!!!!anyway my new year resolutions are:1) to lose weight 2) be more hardworking and conscientious in my work 3) be more tolerant of people 4) hate all the bitches and sluts in my life 5) mantain a good relationship with my parents 6) be a better singer 7) be nicer to nice people even though i'm already SO nice. the rest i can't think anymore whatever. points 3 and 4 contradict but who cares. RULE NO.1: THE BITCH makes the rules. so if i hate you too bad. sue me.
reflecting on the past year i'm really thankful that i got into vjc. met wonderful seniors(SOPSIES) and wonderful friends and choir people and classmates(selected few) oops. sue me again if you want.whatever. i'm thankful for the close friends that i have and my best friends. thank you for all these years.
i'm also really glad that i dislike someone so much i wish i could just erase everything and anything to do with that person. call me a bitch whatever. i don't care. well but i actually do care about keeping up civil appearances so I'll actually like say hi to you whenever i see you or whatever. but don't forget there will always be that eye roll or sick retching feeling inside of me when you're not looking. call me a two faced bitch or whatever ok.
sorry for this bitchy post and happy new year.