Saturday, August 26, 2006
irreversible.
will you return?
one day, I hope
for now its down to building cardboard castles.
love me, love me not.
that's reality.
my backward glances
let me cease to exist.
the brokenhearted people.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
tread softly because you tread on my dreams.nice line.
Monday, August 21, 2006
christmas carols make me happy.after such a long time.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
a full circle.tomorrow.
let it be.
every place i go i think of you.
Friday, August 18, 2006
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?Sunday, August 13, 2006
goodbye to you.
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star.
this sums it up for me.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
i am so tired.everything just seems so long ago.
i guess it's really hard to forget.
Monday, August 07, 2006
ever thought that people could drift apart, when they shared that special bond, that silent understanding. oh, but reality is cruel. to choose to drown in the sea of self denial, knowing full well the barrier is still there. maybe one day i'll just be another stranger in the streets. the truth is I don't know you anymore.the art of losing isn't hard to master. and i've lost you. i don't think there are constants anymore. sigh.
its so hard to make it in this part of time. to get through it all.
and the multitudes of facades. you never really know. do you?
Sunday, August 06, 2006
how can so much mean so little.Saturday, August 05, 2006
compassion and cruelty can live side by side in the same heart.Thursday, August 03, 2006
you probably need me no more.
i love VJchoir. every single one of you.nomanisanisland.