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Sunday, March 19, 2006

ok somehow this turns out to be another sleepless night again. so this is gonna be another 4am post. actually time now is 4.35am lol. ok yesterday choir was really really bad for me! gosh omg i made nelson so angry because i was hesitant to come in.sigh omg i feel so sad like i've let everyone down! its like everyone was singing so intensely and like the whole build up to the climax was there and like so damn happening. AND THEN I WAS TOO SCARED TO COME IN WITH THE BLOODY SCREAM. urgh. if i had a gun i would have just shot myself. i'm really really sorry. sigh i dunno what's wrong with me la but then yesterday my stupid voice just wouldn't warm up.oh crap la. i should just seriously go and die now and i am majorly pissed off with myself. someone just slap me.

urgh.

ok anyway so after feeling like a complete moron/fool/idiot after choir, went to eat katong laksa with genrong jolencia and rachel. and then later genrong was so nice haha he accompanied me on the super long bus ride to harbourfront cos i was going sentosa for class outing. ya and we talked about lots and lots of stuff on the bus. its been quite a while since i had such a nice convo with someone haha. ok anyways so the class outing was basically a blast. like so super fun. omg we should organise it like regularly. at least it helps me to snap out of depression for a little while. ok so we had lots of assholic fun playing vball and taking crazy photos and stuff! and then after that we headed over to suntec carl's jr for dinner. carl's jr is like THE place for class dinners! we ALWAYS go there la. and then we played some funny game something like truth or dare la wih alcoholic drinks and tomato juice(EWW. like to the max) and then later went to starbucks for sinful indulgence in green tea frapp. and then talked and talked with ricey and onelin again. haha n reached home at 11. so super tired now cans!